it's like i'm stuck in an elevator with unlimited oxygen and no hope of escape. i've watched enough james bond movies to know to try to climb out of the top of the box, but my weak arms are useless in trying to get to the next floor.
more importantly, as this is a metaphorical elevator, i don't know where the next floor is or if i want to get off there.
i don't know why i'm not done with all this. i don't know why i can't close this metaphorical chapter.
it's going to close whether i want it to or not.